Saras, I Miss You Much

First time I met you on the street, you’re just a black thin kitty with white spot under your chin. It’s make you look like anger cat. You’re so cute, with smaller body than another cats and a short bundle tail. But it is you I always remember. I get you home.

You grew up with us, with another cats of my own. If I call your name, you are just running to me with your small body and I will said : “Kichi.. Kichi… Kichi…” It looks like you are not running but only jumps like a rabbit. Because you are a small cat…

  

If you jump into my lap, your white chin would collide my cheek. Or your head bump on my chin. Sometimes you do it by jumping on it. I’m sorry that I yelled on you that day because I feel pain on my chin…. But you just do it again next time. I always remember the cat kissed you always gave me when you’re in my armed.

You grew up as adult female cat so I must hurry called a vet home to spayed on you. Day after day, weeks and months you became a beautiful female cat. It is make everybody near me or my neighbor ask about you. That is because you’re so funny with your white chin.

Until one day I call you. You’re not running or jumping. I call again and again. There is no sign of you. Where are you? For more than a weeks I look around desperately to find you. I knocked every neighbors house just to ask if you there. Even go to the paranormal! But that is nothing. No one knew where you are. You had disappeared from September 2008 until now.

All I have to do is cry if I remember you. Are you all right out there? Has somebody take care of you? I don’t know. But I wish you all right and happy. Every time I remember you, I wish you comeback home. Saras… mom miss you much…

Selamat Jalan Parto....

Parto, nama yang kuberikan untuknya. Umurnya sekitar 4 bulan. Dia diadopsi dari jalanan di daerah Bekasi Jawa Barat. Itupun aku mendapatkannya dari adikku yang tidak sanggup memeliharanya selain karena dia juga punya kucing dewasa yang galak-galak saat itu dia pun tengah sibuk mempersiapkan kelahiran anaknya. Bulu Parto putih sehingga terpaksa aku rutin memandikannya agar terlihat selalu bersih.

Tidak seperti anak kucing pada umumnya, Parto agak pendiam. Bercanda pun hanya sekedarnya. Meskipun di tempatku banyak kucing yang seumurannya tetapi dia memilih untuk selalu bersamaku dalam berbagai kesempatan. Bahkan dia tidur sebantal denganku.

Saat aku mengadopsinya, dia dalam keadaan sakit sehingga aku berinisiatif untuk mengobatinya ke dokter hewan terdekat. Dokter telah mendiagnosa bahwa Parto menderita penyakit virus parfo yang kemungkinan untuk sembuh sedikit sekali. Walaupun aku sedih dan terkejut mendengarnya tetapi aku bertekad akan merawatnya dan berharap dia kuat dan sembuh.

Hari demi hari berlalu dan tiba-tiba Parto berubah menjauh dariku. Dia selalu bersembunyi di kolong lemari, dikolong kulkas, atau dibelakang rak televisi. Sampai suatu hari saat itu sekitar jam 04.00 aku mendengar suara Parto terbatuk-batuk. Aku langsung bangun dan kutemukan dia sedang menderita karena batuk. Kudekap dia, kubelai sambil menghibur dengan kata-kata lembut bahwa dia akan sembuh. Tetapi apa yang terjadi… ditanganku, tubuh outih mungil itu menghembuskan nafas yang terakhir…

Aku hanya bisa menangis sambil mendekapnya. Kubungkus dia dengan baju kesayanganku. Saat pagi menjelang, kukubur di halaman rumahku teriring ucapan, selamat jalan Parto sayang, ibu akan selalu mengenangmu…

A pets Prayer

For anyone who lost their beloving pets, just share with us. Watch this video and start to make your own picture or video with your pets. When the time have come all you have to do is remember and watch your video or open your picture album.

LOST OF BELOVING PETS

If you have pets and you are love them very, bond together in loving and care perhaps you never know when the time have come to let them go.

Sure you feel so sad, yearn for and badly.
Feeling so sad and lost is a natural sense. Especially if you grew up together in loving care ness and happiness at that time. But what you have to do with it?

You can fill your heart with the memories that you have done together.

Although you can’t touch them again, feel their warm heart, play all around, even slept together in your warm bed, it doesn’t mean you lost everything.

All you have to do is remember that moments when you touched them, hold them in your arms, caress, kissed them, bathed them, or even yelled at them.

Also you can open your photo album if you have. You may smile or even laugh when you remember that day… Then you feel sadness because you can’t play with them right now. That is all right… you can feel them inside your heart. You can feel them lay beside you or even you can feel them in your arms.